Joy can’t replace true happiness Joy comes and goes like a rushing waveJoy lies to you Joy tells you you’re happy, but it’s just a moment that will passJoy runs on its own timeJoy can seep out like a slow leaking tire or pass so fast. Lacking the motivation to be happy Relying on that […]
Each and everyday the thought of happiness comes to mind. My lack of and its existence. What is happiness? Some pursue it like it’s a trophy to be won after a competition. Some are born with it, and somewhere deep in the forest of life it’s taken from them. Some just have it. I wasn’t […]
The door to the roof of the twenty story office opens up. Blinded by the sunlight Keith steps out onto the roof making his way to the edge and looks over to the ground. Even though it was his choice to climb the stairs to the roof the fear of heights still coursed through Keith’s […]
Keith sat in a corner of his room staring at the wall as the thoughts of his last outburst of anger played on repeat. He can hear the faint voice in his head calling him a “Fucking Idiot” over and over again. Keith screams out loud and smashes his head against the wall until he […]
Keith sat at his desk struggling with the lack of workload plus the added irritation of that voice constantly nagging him. Lisa who was sitting close to Keith can hear him repeat the word “fuck” under his breath. Irritated by the sound of it Lisa turns around in frustration. Lisa: Ayo! What the fuck is […]
Keith sits at his dining table as he scrolls through his limited phone book looking for someone to talk to. The thought of “nobodies cares” repeatedly plays in Keith’s head before he screams, throws his phone and buries his face until his hands. At that moment Keith feels a hand on his shoulder, and the […]
Someone told me death was near And I asked where? They stood puzzled as in disbelief to what I asked I said why be surprised? At birth death is promised we can’t hide. I just wish it gifted me ten years ago Because my hate Oh my hate runs deep for the human race. Someone […]
Keith sat on the edge of his bed hunched over with his fingers frantically rubbing his forehead. The consistent echo of “you’re an idiot” played on repeat in his head until it was directly behind him. Keith’s Illusion: You’re an idiot. Dumbass. Keith: Get the fuck out of my head and shut the fuck up. […]
The time is 9:30AM and Keith has been at work at his desk for two hours now. Once again it’s another light workload type of day giving Keith’s thoughts all the time in the world to taunt him mercilessly. Keith usually buries his head into work to ignore the consent negging of his thoughts, but […]
In My Mind 