Joy can’t replace true happiness Joy comes and goes like a rushing waveJoy lies to you Joy tells you you’re happy, but it’s just a moment that will passJoy runs on its own timeJoy can seep out like a slow leaking tire or pass so fast. Lacking the motivation to be happy Relying on that […]
Every so often I attempt to escape Getting out of the dark void Fingertips away from bleakness Hopes up high every time Yeah this feels good This is the feeling I’ve been looking for. The escape I need …Hello? Where you go? What I Say? What didn’t I say? Do you even love me? Have […]
Someone told me death was near And I asked where? They stood puzzled as in disbelief to what I asked I said why be surprised? At birth death is promised we can’t hide. I just wish it gifted me ten years ago Because my hate Oh my hate runs deep for the human race. Someone […]
The need continues to call out to me, Like a rooster when dawn hits. But yet and still escapes me, Like a forgotten thought. The need continues to call out to me, Like my order’s up. But in this restaurant, my order goes unfulfilled. Left starving for a meal I will never obtain. The need […]
I’m not happy…and that’s okay I feel awkward and outta place in most rooms. Thank you childhood trauma Awkward teen years Failing young adulthood You’re welcome, barely keeping it together adulthood. And that’s okay…okay I hate the human race as a whole Trust in People is a void Connections not connecting Love… And that’s okay […]
These walls are the only thing that speaks back to me. Scam likely is the only friend that checks in on me. The Silence of my home is the only thing that greets me. My existence is a lonely one. Out of sight out of mind is the neighborhood I live in. These walls are […]
Every thought stings like the first time I heard it. Every thought grows like a tv series playing a new episode day after day. Every thought feeds the anger that’s itching to escape. Every thought wouldn’t be the problem if you were just passing in the wind. But you’re a gem I never wanted to […]
Left me to the wolves, and didn’t even listen to my plea. I begun to see why Age has enlightened me but it’s a scar that’s deep in me. I want to heal, yeah I do, and yes I am. Wounds slightly open. Memories continue to cut like a knife It’s a fight But I’m […]
In My Mind 