So recently, I attended a funeral for a family member. We all know that death brings everyone together, and this person knew half the people on planet earth. I knew about a quarter of the people there, and it became overwhelming real quick. Thought the gummies I took would help some, but no. We pulled […]
Short on time because you’re not mineTime spent, I got to admit I miss every time we split. The memory of your lips plays on replay until I get another hit. Every second I get, I cherish it. Short on time because you’re not mineEmbracing you never wanting to let go.Can you stay a little […]
Pacing back and forth in his room with an annoyed look on his face. Keith began to talk out loud to himself. Keith: The fuck wrong with me? Like I know the shit I have issue with but yet and still I do nothing about it. FUCK!!! *Keith rapidly smacks hand on head.* Keith stops […]
Joy can’t replace true happiness Joy comes and goes like a rushing waveJoy lies to you Joy tells you you’re happy, but it’s just a moment that will passJoy runs on its own timeJoy can seep out like a slow leaking tire or pass so fast. Lacking the motivation to be happy Relying on that […]
Each and everyday the thought of happiness comes to mind. My lack of and its existence. What is happiness? Some pursue it like it’s a trophy to be won after a competition. Some are born with it, and somewhere deep in the forest of life it’s taken from them. Some just have it. I wasn’t […]
Every so often I attempt to escape Getting out of the dark void Fingertips away from bleakness Hopes up high every time Yeah this feels good This is the feeling I’ve been looking for. The escape I need …Hello? Where you go? What I Say? What didn’t I say? Do you even love me? Have […]
Everybody desires to be better. Some obtain that betterment and some struggle within themselves to obtain betterment. Everybody desires to escape loneliness. For some will have never experienced.For most it’s a consistent drag. What’s your base emotion?For some it’s sugar and spice and everything nice.For most just chemical X. Everybody desires to be happy. For […]
The need continues to call out to me, Like a rooster when dawn hits. But yet and still escapes me, Like a forgotten thought. The need continues to call out to me, Like my order’s up. But in this restaurant, my order goes unfulfilled. Left starving for a meal I will never obtain. The need […]
Another year older should be something that I celebrate and shout from the mountain tops that I’m thirty one today. That is not happening, instead I am stuck with the nagging thought of if I even deserve to age another year. What accomplishments from a year ago can I bring into this year, and say […]
I’m not happy…and that’s okay I feel awkward and outta place in most rooms. Thank you childhood trauma Awkward teen years Failing young adulthood You’re welcome, barely keeping it together adulthood. And that’s okay…okay I hate the human race as a whole Trust in People is a void Connections not connecting Love… And that’s okay […]
In My Mind 