So recently, I attended a funeral for a family member. We all know that death brings everyone together, and this person knew half the people on planet earth. I knew about a quarter of the people there, and it became overwhelming real quick. Thought the gummies I took would help some, but no. We pulled […]
Pacing back and forth in his room with an annoyed look on his face. Keith began to talk out loud to himself. Keith: The fuck wrong with me? Like I know the shit I have issue with but yet and still I do nothing about it. FUCK!!! *Keith rapidly smacks hand on head.* Keith stops […]
Joy can’t replace true happiness Joy comes and goes like a rushing waveJoy lies to you Joy tells you you’re happy, but it’s just a moment that will passJoy runs on its own timeJoy can seep out like a slow leaking tire or pass so fast. Lacking the motivation to be happy Relying on that […]
Everybody desires to be better. Some obtain that betterment and some struggle within themselves to obtain betterment. Everybody desires to escape loneliness. For some will have never experienced.For most it’s a consistent drag. What’s your base emotion?For some it’s sugar and spice and everything nice.For most just chemical X. Everybody desires to be happy. For […]
The need continues to call out to me, Like a rooster when dawn hits. But yet and still escapes me, Like a forgotten thought. The need continues to call out to me, Like my order’s up. But in this restaurant, my order goes unfulfilled. Left starving for a meal I will never obtain. The need […]
I’m not happy…and that’s okay I feel awkward and outta place in most rooms. Thank you childhood trauma Awkward teen years Failing young adulthood You’re welcome, barely keeping it together adulthood. And that’s okay…okay I hate the human race as a whole Trust in People is a void Connections not connecting Love… And that’s okay […]
Every thought stings like the first time I heard it. Every thought grows like a tv series playing a new episode day after day. Every thought feeds the anger that’s itching to escape. Every thought wouldn’t be the problem if you were just passing in the wind. But you’re a gem I never wanted to […]
Maybe I deserve this. To be forever alone. No friends at all. A dry phone. No calls or text over here. Just another day of no random drop bys. Or hey bro what to grab a slice with ths guys? Or hey want to have a random movie night? Nothing at all just and empty […]
I never understood how I can get into this mood of loneliness when I have problems trusting people. Like you would think I would never taste the bitter taste of being lonely, but everyday it never fails. I came home to an empty apartment, because I live alone, and after a few hours it hit […]
In My Mind 