Every so often I attempt to escape Getting out of the dark void Fingertips away from bleakness Hopes up high every time Yeah this feels good This is the feeling I’ve been looking for. The escape I need …Hello? Where you go? What I Say? What didn’t I say? Do you even love me? Have […]
Keith sat in a corner of his room staring at the wall as the thoughts of his last outburst of anger played on repeat. He can hear the faint voice in his head calling him a “Fucking Idiot” over and over again. Keith screams out loud and smashes his head against the wall until he […]
Everybody desires to be better. Some obtain that betterment and some struggle within themselves to obtain betterment. Everybody desires to escape loneliness. For some will have never experienced.For most it’s a consistent drag. What’s your base emotion?For some it’s sugar and spice and everything nice.For most just chemical X. Everybody desires to be happy. For […]
Keith sat at his desk struggling with the lack of workload plus the added irritation of that voice constantly nagging him. Lisa who was sitting close to Keith can hear him repeat the word “fuck” under his breath. Irritated by the sound of it Lisa turns around in frustration. Lisa: Ayo! What the fuck is […]
Keith sits at his dining table as he scrolls through his limited phone book looking for someone to talk to. The thought of “nobodies cares” repeatedly plays in Keith’s head before he screams, throws his phone and buries his face until his hands. At that moment Keith feels a hand on his shoulder, and the […]
Someone told me death was near And I asked where? They stood puzzled as in disbelief to what I asked I said why be surprised? At birth death is promised we can’t hide. I just wish it gifted me ten years ago Because my hate Oh my hate runs deep for the human race. Someone […]
Keith sat on the edge of his bed hunched over with his fingers frantically rubbing his forehead. The consistent echo of “you’re an idiot” played on repeat in his head until it was directly behind him. Keith’s Illusion: You’re an idiot. Dumbass. Keith: Get the fuck out of my head and shut the fuck up. […]
The time is 9:30AM and Keith has been at work at his desk for two hours now. Once again it’s another light workload type of day giving Keith’s thoughts all the time in the world to taunt him mercilessly. Keith usually buries his head into work to ignore the consent negging of his thoughts, but […]
Keith is seen sitting on his couch playing God Of War with only the light from the T.V brightening up the room. Keith was so focused on the game that he was startled when he felt a hand on his shoulder. Keith jumps up and turns around to see his Illusion standing in front of […]
Keith comes into his house beaming with a spark of joy after a day of helping his friend move out of her house. He takes his jacket off and throws it across the back of a chair in his apartment before taking a seat himself. He turns on Backlash and begins to prepare himself for […]
In My Mind 