These walls are the only thing that speaks back to me. Scam likely is the only friend that checks in on me. The Silence of my home is the only thing that greets me. My existence is a lonely one. Out of sight out of mind is the neighborhood I live in. These walls are […]
Every thought stings like the first time I heard it. Every thought grows like a tv series playing a new episode day after day. Every thought feeds the anger that’s itching to escape. Every thought wouldn’t be the problem if you were just passing in the wind. But you’re a gem I never wanted to […]
Maybe I deserve this. To be forever alone. No friends at all. A dry phone. No calls or text over here. Just another day of no random drop bys. Or hey bro what to grab a slice with ths guys? Or hey want to have a random movie night? Nothing at all just and empty […]
I never understood how I can get into this mood of loneliness when I have problems trusting people. Like you would think I would never taste the bitter taste of being lonely, but everyday it never fails. I came home to an empty apartment, because I live alone, and after a few hours it hit […]
With everything that this world we live in has to offer, we sometimes forget to enjoy the simple things. The things that don’t necessarily add to your growth, but rather show you how to be at peace with all the chaos that goes on around us. Moments of peace can be more evident in our […]
Imagine this thought with me living your life like an everyday person, but feeling like you’re on the outside looking in anywhere you find yourself. This feeling carries over to your own personal relationships with family and friends, and even the ministry you’re a part of. You do everything to feel apart, but that nagging […]
Let’s get to it now while it’s on my mind, because to be honest I don’t want to speak on it. Now before you start making assumptions of what I’m about to share my feelings on based on the title let me just tell you, but for all those that assumed this was about my […]
So here is that idea of loss coming up again, but this time I want to focus on the loss that impacted me the most. As seen in the title that loss would be the loss of my mother at the age of twelve. I believe I lost her too soon, and in that same […]
The phrase ‘sorry for your loss” is annoying and generic to me, and don’t get me wrong I do use it myself, but that’s because we as humans have that phrase imprinted in our minds. Let’s be honest there are two main reasons we even use that phrase. The first reason is we really don’t […]
In My Mind 