October 1st, 2025 begins my no social madia journey, and already, it feels like a task. The morning started with me turning my alarm off and by habit going to my social media accounts to scroll before I got out of bed. The only problem is that I realized that I deleted them and the […]
So recently, I attended a funeral for a family member. We all know that death brings everyone together, and this person knew half the people on planet earth. I knew about a quarter of the people there, and it became overwhelming real quick. Thought the gummies I took would help some, but no. We pulled […]
Another year older should be something that I celebrate and shout from the mountain tops that I’m thirty one today. That is not happening, instead I am stuck with the nagging thought of if I even deserve to age another year. What accomplishments from a year ago can I bring into this year, and say […]
Maybe I deserve this. To be forever alone. No friends at all. A dry phone. No calls or text over here. Just another day of no random drop bys. Or hey bro what to grab a slice with ths guys? Or hey want to have a random movie night? Nothing at all just and empty […]
With everything that this world we live in has to offer, we sometimes forget to enjoy the simple things. The things that don’t necessarily add to your growth, but rather show you how to be at peace with all the chaos that goes on around us. Moments of peace can be more evident in our […]
Imagine this thought with me living your life like an everyday person, but feeling like you’re on the outside looking in anywhere you find yourself. This feeling carries over to your own personal relationships with family and friends, and even the ministry you’re a part of. You do everything to feel apart, but that nagging […]
Let’s get to it now while it’s on my mind, because to be honest I don’t want to speak on it. Now before you start making assumptions of what I’m about to share my feelings on based on the title let me just tell you, but for all those that assumed this was about my […]
So here is that idea of loss coming up again, but this time I want to focus on the loss that impacted me the most. As seen in the title that loss would be the loss of my mother at the age of twelve. I believe I lost her too soon, and in that same […]
The phrase ‘sorry for your loss” is annoying and generic to me, and don’t get me wrong I do use it myself, but that’s because we as humans have that phrase imprinted in our minds. Let’s be honest there are two main reasons we even use that phrase. The first reason is we really don’t […]
In My Mind 