In My Opinion: Lost My Mother Too Soon Too Late

So here is that idea of loss coming up again, but this time I want to focus on the loss that impacted me the most. As seen in the title that loss would be the loss of my mother at the age of twelve. I believe I lost her too soon, and in that same […]

In My Opinion: “Sorry For Your Loss”

The phrase ‘sorry for your loss” is annoying and generic to me, and don’t get me wrong I do use it myself, but that’s because we as humans have that phrase imprinted in our minds. Let’s be honest there are two main  reasons we even use that phrase. The first reason is we really don’t […]

Hi Blog

Hi Blog, It’s been a minute since I posted on you, and for that I’m sorry. If you must know though I have been writing, that hasn’t slowed down yet. I have ideas in the works that are so entertaining. Yes I have slowed down on the videos, they are coming back soon just have […]

Random Topic: Face Mask

Greg – Honey are you ready yet? Dana – Almost I’m switching bags right now. Do you have everything before we leave the house? Greg – Keys, wallet, phone yup I have everything. Dana – What about your face mask?  Greg – *Annoyed* Oh! Almost forgot. I don’t think I actually need this. I’ve been […]

Random Thought 6/3/2020

I feel like punching a wall. I feel like screaming in the dark. I feel like quitting. I feel helpless I feel  But I know I can’t  I have to push pass this feel. Realize that this feel is a trap To be trapped in this feel is the start of my destruction. I don’t […]

Random Dialogue: Robert and Vanessa Pt. 2

Robert – *Thinking to himself*  Dang it this quarantine sucks right now, and it doesn’t help that Vanessa stays on my mind. Why can’t I just shake her off? Like I clearly know that she doesn’t feel the same way about me as I do her, but for some odd reason I see myself with […]

Random Dialogue: Robert And Vanessa

Vanessa – *Sitting on the couch watching Robert set up the playstation* Hey Rob do you mind if I ask you a question? Robert – *Smirks* I  think you just did. Vanessa – Shut up stop being smart you know what I mean. Robert – *Laughs* But what’s up? Vanessa – You remember a few […]

Feeling Between

How do you share how you feeling? I like to write it. Pen and paper it as to release what is inside of me. I don’t love myself. They say I should speak to someone. Share with others how I feel to get the help I need. But I’m like a half open cardboard box. […]

POINT A TO B

Point A to B is where we all tryna get to. But for me it seems I can’t quite get off point A. I mean I make my way to point B. But point A won’t release. So I’m pulled back stuck. Stuck in a funk of my own thoughts. Lost in a stream that […]

“Happy” Birthday To Me

Question, and this is not to any specific person, but how can day that suppose to be a celebration turn into a day of regrets? A day all about where you not at in life at the age you are now. Instead of being joyful I sit here fighting back tears. I’m 27 and wish […]