Maurice: I find myself in this perpetual loneliness that I saw coming, but a spark of hope always flickers. Always gives me the belief that hope is on the horizon. But guess what? ???:… Maurice: Hope never shows up, or what I think is hope is just a figment of my imagination. So I learned […]
On a trip to New York Jake and Heather are standing at the top of the Statue of Liberty. It’s a cool New York summer night and both Jake and Heather are looking out to the New York lights when Jake begins to speak. Jake: Listen baby, we ‘re going to take over the world […]
In a prison dining hall Kevin sits alone eating his dinner when a group of guys walks up to him. The loud chatter of the dining hall begins to die down as the group of guys stops at the table with dinner trays in hand. Without looking up Kevin begins to speak. Kevin: Y’all must […]
Another year older should be something that I celebrate and shout from the mountain tops that I’m thirty one today. That is not happening, instead I am stuck with the nagging thought of if I even deserve to age another year. What accomplishments from a year ago can I bring into this year, and say […]
I’m not happy…and that’s okay I feel awkward and outta place in most rooms. Thank you childhood trauma Awkward teen years Failing young adulthood You’re welcome, barely keeping it together adulthood. And that’s okay…okay I hate the human race as a whole Trust in People is a void Connections not connecting Love… And that’s okay […]
Maybe I deserve this. To be forever alone. No friends at all. A dry phone. No calls or text over here. Just another day of no random drop bys. Or hey bro what to grab a slice with ths guys? Or hey want to have a random movie night? Nothing at all just and empty […]
I never understood how I can get into this mood of loneliness when I have problems trusting people. Like you would think I would never taste the bitter taste of being lonely, but everyday it never fails. I came home to an empty apartment, because I live alone, and after a few hours it hit […]
With everything that this world we live in has to offer, we sometimes forget to enjoy the simple things. The things that don’t necessarily add to your growth, but rather show you how to be at peace with all the chaos that goes on around us. Moments of peace can be more evident in our […]
Imagine this thought with me living your life like an everyday person, but feeling like you’re on the outside looking in anywhere you find yourself. This feeling carries over to your own personal relationships with family and friends, and even the ministry you’re a part of. You do everything to feel apart, but that nagging […]
Let’s get to it now while it’s on my mind, because to be honest I don’t want to speak on it. Now before you start making assumptions of what I’m about to share my feelings on based on the title let me just tell you, but for all those that assumed this was about my […]
In My Mind 