So recently, I attended a funeral for a family member. We all know that death brings everyone together, and this person knew half the people on planet earth. I knew about a quarter of the people there, and it became overwhelming real quick. Thought the gummies I took would help some, but no. We pulled […]
Joy can’t replace true happiness Joy comes and goes like a rushing waveJoy lies to you Joy tells you you’re happy, but it’s just a moment that will passJoy runs on its own timeJoy can seep out like a slow leaking tire or pass so fast. Lacking the motivation to be happy Relying on that […]
Each and everyday the thought of happiness comes to mind. My lack of and its existence. What is happiness? Some pursue it like it’s a trophy to be won after a competition. Some are born with it, and somewhere deep in the forest of life it’s taken from them. Some just have it. I wasn’t […]
Every so often I attempt to escape Getting out of the dark void Fingertips away from bleakness Hopes up high every time Yeah this feels good This is the feeling I’ve been looking for. The escape I need …Hello? Where you go? What I Say? What didn’t I say? Do you even love me? Have […]
Keith sat in a corner of his room staring at the wall as the thoughts of his last outburst of anger played on repeat. He can hear the faint voice in his head calling him a “Fucking Idiot” over and over again. Keith screams out loud and smashes his head against the wall until he […]
Everybody desires to be better. Some obtain that betterment and some struggle within themselves to obtain betterment. Everybody desires to escape loneliness. For some will have never experienced.For most it’s a consistent drag. What’s your base emotion?For some it’s sugar and spice and everything nice.For most just chemical X. Everybody desires to be happy. For […]
Keith sat at his desk struggling with the lack of workload plus the added irritation of that voice constantly nagging him. Lisa who was sitting close to Keith can hear him repeat the word “fuck” under his breath. Irritated by the sound of it Lisa turns around in frustration. Lisa: Ayo! What the fuck is […]
Keith sits at his dining table as he scrolls through his limited phone book looking for someone to talk to. The thought of “nobodies cares” repeatedly plays in Keith’s head before he screams, throws his phone and buries his face until his hands. At that moment Keith feels a hand on his shoulder, and the […]
Someone told me death was near And I asked where? They stood puzzled as in disbelief to what I asked I said why be surprised? At birth death is promised we can’t hide. I just wish it gifted me ten years ago Because my hate Oh my hate runs deep for the human race. Someone […]
In My Mind 