Maybe I deserve this.

To be forever alone.

No friends at all.

A dry phone.

No calls or text over here.

Just another day of no random drop bys.

Or hey bro what to grab a slice with ths guys?

Or hey want to have a random movie night?

Nothing at all just and empty apartment with my hands on my balls.

Yeah I may deserve this life.

I should get use to it right?

But I’m not.

Another night and all I want to do is crawl into a ball and waste away.

Honestly I think no one would care.

I mean no one cares anyway.

Fuck it I deserve this.